1 Confused...
I can't understand.
Pain, destruction.
I don't know why you make me bleed.
I have felt it all before.
Why did you close your eyes.
You will also cry...
2 Sad...
I cry.
You just smirk.
I feel it stinging.
The knives in my back.
You twitch and stab and play and pain and take and break.
Your soul will be mine...
3 Helpless...
I am lost in this pit of darkness.
The pit you dug.
Fill it up with water.
And watch me squirm and beg.
Why have you forsaken me...?
You will lose me...
4 Numb...
The pain is slowly lessing.
Nothing left to feel.
Is all I felt before, but a dream now.
I can't even feel you kill me.
Th
I am the voice telling you to run.
I am the voice telling you to die.
I am the voice telling you to see.
I am the voice telling you to hate me.
Screaming voices in my skull.
Holding hands with the demon.
He will guide me through the stories of my lives.
I am the voice inside.
I am the voice outside.
I am the voice in your head.
I am the voice under your bed.
Pictures on the floor.
The picture fading with the wind.
Losing sight within my soul.
I am the voice making you cry.
I am the voice making you smile.
I am the voice making you hide.
I am the voice making you die
Being today...
Or being tomorrow.
Living again...
Or living with sorrow.
Playgrounds are empty...
And rivers turn red.
People laughing...
And children in bed.
This room is my own...
And not to be shared.
It's hard to do...
That which I'm dared.
I dream of a day...
Crying in sorrow.
Living today...
And dying tomorrow
"Dont you know everyone is staring at you?"
Pull the scalpel, deep and fast,
Slowly bleeding,
I remember your lies,
the blood grows thicker.
I dont want you to kiss me,
I'm afraid you wont like it.
I want to be like other girls, though,
be kissed. be hugged.
It's all so unbearable,
This illness,
This insanity
Promise me,
You'll never leave,
Even if there's another,
lie to me
I hate this illness
.x.Psychotic.x. by Purpl3Sky by Blood-Lust-Angst, literature
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.x.Psychotic.x. by Purpl3Sky
I sit in my room,
in all its gloom.
silently screaming,
if it even has a meaning.
Tearing out my hair,
without a care.
all my sane thoughts,
are twisted into knots.
I wish for a river of red;
I'm waiting to be bled.
this is my own personal hell,
I WANT to stay and dwell.
In my mind it's raining,
my surroundings are fading.
I wish to be free;
to be anyone but me.
I carved your name into my skin,
_ _ _ _ _, with a really sharp pin.
forever lasted less than a year,
me without you, this is what I feared.
I wish to fall asleep,
and end this nightmare.
I gave my entire heart away,
I haven't gotten it back to this day.
I find
..:Thoughts of Why:.. by Blood-Lust-Angst, literature
Literature
..:Thoughts of Why:..
Thoughts of why,
my heart has died
my life is filled with lies,
and too many crys.
enter the time,
of my demented mind
my life a wreck...
I feel myself fall,
on memories I'm choking,
feeling so lost and broken;
thinking of the past,
it went so fast,
we thought it would last.
Thoughts of why,
running through my mind
you left me behind,
now I'm so cold and stiff.
it is you I really miss,
we cant be together
never and forever.
A slight gasp,
each breath could be my last.
I wish to find
a reason why,
I should even try,
I don't need to stay here,
the end is now near.
Thoughts of why
my soul has died.
my dark heart,
ha
There's Poetry In Death by Blood-Lust-Angst, literature
Literature
There's Poetry In Death
Without anything,
I'm choking on nothing.
Depression seeping,
hovering throughout time.
Soul, dark
forming a black flame.
Out-loud speaking,
screaming for nothing.
Eternal existence,
yet forever gone.
Tears crimson,
Am I half full or half empty?
Writhing chaos,
I've trapped myself in my own way.
Forget, Regret,
engage the glory.
Dying reality,
waste some time with me.
Pieced together,
I'm incomplete and empty.
Surreal truths,
skinny little whore.
Beautiful emptyness,
not for the faint of heart.
Bleeding tears,
fears are coming alive,
bloody farewell,
I've learned to bite back.
-Almost Gone- by Purpl3Sky by Blood-Lust-Angst, literature
Literature
-Almost Gone- by Purpl3Sky
You're so
over-rated.
drip
drop
Never ending
torture,
writhing
on the
bathroom floor;
R A P T U R E
drip
drip
Squeeze out the
P A I N,
there'll be
nothing left.
drop
drip
drip
In this hell
a
l
o
n
e
drip
drop
drip
Take me away,
lets stay
together
FOREVER
I want you,
I need you
drip
drip
drop
drip
Happily Ever
After.
drip
drop
drip
drip
DROP
The blood
all ran
out of me.
I'm forever
G
O
N
E.
Decieving by Kyota-chan by Blood-Lust-Angst, literature
Literature
Decieving by Kyota-chan
Deceiving
I am in the dark, so lost and lonely
Light a candle for me
Wake me up then kill me
Am I that untrustworthy?
Am I so undeserving?
Why is no one listening?
Why is no one seeing me?
Find me
Sitting here
Bleeding here
Crying here
See me
But don't pay attention
I am nothing
Just a distraction
But even that's a bit much to say
You aren't really going to stay
Why are you trying to disown me?
You think that I can forgive
That I could forget
But I am not so blind
I can see
When someone is trying to destroy me
Oh all my hate cannot be beard
I will not be weak
To your lies and scheming
You, you can try to show me wha
Mirror,Mirror by DesignerFreak by Blood-Lust-Angst, literature
Literature
Mirror,Mirror by DesignerFreak
Look at her crying.
Stare at the glazed over look in her eyes.
See what she's done to herself.
Don't give her sympathy.
Watch her face turn red.
Those long, dark lashes; watch them stick together.
As the mascara runs, her face becomes a shadow.
As her cheeks get wetter.
Can you hear her heart breaking?
Can you feel the pain as she sees what she's done?
Can you feel her whole body shaking?
Can you stand the tension, or will you just give in?
I pity you, 'cause no one cares.
You did this to yourself.
I want to take your mirror
And throw it at the wall.
So you can see just what you are:
In pieces.
Scattered.
On the floor.
Cry
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